I took pride in never needing to ask for help, alcohol was all the help I needed. Whenever I had to deal with rejection, loneliness or shame I would drink my feelings away. This eventually accumulated and left me with little to no self worth and complete misery. I did not know what to do, how to stop drinking.

In my first AA meeting, people shared their stories and there was a sense of identification. They were telling my story. I eventually learnt that I could not do this on my own. I needed people who understood alcoholism and who could love me for who I am. With the help of our fellows, I found my higher power that is defined as love, compassion, kindness and forgiveness. Today, I can be sober, grateful and happy.

Anonymous